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Bille wrote: ...

I'm all Happy right now ; not for the date i got , but cause
i'm headed out the door to fly a PG with my friend from Denver, and life
is on an Up-swing for the next 16hrs --- at the Very Least !!!
The Top Heavy woman's gonna drive for us ; tonight i'll reciprocate.
...

The Wind was too strong for the PG yesterday , & i Didn't get laid on my date.
Still wondering Why a woman of that caliber would want to spend a near
all-nighter with a guy like me though ? She just went home !

I "Do" know one thing though : "I got NO reason to be Angry inside" ; hope
you guys call me on it, every time i Forget that !!

It's near 5:am now, & time to go crash-out.

Bille

This may change the tone a bit ; add a Different prospective :

I just returned from a visit with a Vietnam Airforce Fighter pilot ; a friend of mine
that i've known for 1/4 of a century. He's dieing of Cancer ; perhaps 3 months left.

We talk about our moods & sometimes imply were adrenaline junkies ; but this
Guy talks about retribution on another Human for blowing his good Buddy out
of the sky, as he flys through the body-parts to take aim on the Bastard who just
killed his Friend ! He feels No regret while watching the flames of the wreckage
plummet towards earth !! He won That one ; but at What expense ? 45 years later
he still sees his friend explode in front of his eyes , and wonders if he should-a
felt something , when he slayed his friends executioner ?

Story's like That from Men who Lived a much different reality than we do now ; kind-a
makes our trivial problems seam sorta Silly. I know that My mood has bin dictated
by the Wind, (or Lack there of) .

Anyway-- i'm thinking Me & All You guys , should all be Really Happy we can get an emotional
release from our Kite boarding ; & we got a Guy like Toby who furnished all of us with a
place to talk about it afterward. My Fighter-Pilot friend kind of put it ALL in prospective tonight
when i talked to him !!!

I'm UAH -- feeling kinda Stupid with my pathetic excuse for an (ego) now ; after talking with
my friend that's dieing , the Guy who actually "Did" back up his (EGO) with ((Action)) !!

Bille

"I'm UAH -- feeling kinda Stupid with my pathetic excuse for an (ego) now ; after talking with
my friend that's dieing , the Guy who actually "Did" back up his (EGO) with ((Action)) !!"

Billie, Don't feel stupid! I think you're onto something here.

Maybe what happened to your friend is the same thing that happens to our world leaders when they wage world war. Like silver foot in his mouth born to ja bush.

Ya man, the EGO thang. Which you wisely observed was not in your best interest.

They all need to take up kiteboarding when there's wind. No ego tricks.