u are ready for a lesson, not a training kite.
stop delaying, don't waste money on a little foil.
Make it real and do it on the water.
If you really want a training kite though, this one is the best we've found.
Here at Bellingham Kiteboarding we teach land and deep water lessons.
Its simple, flies great in lite winds and has enough traction to let you "feel"
where the kite is at. This is the goal when you are on the water with a full size
traction kite...not to look at the kite, but to feel the kite and focus on riding.
here is a short video of me flying the senseii.
its very smooth and has really helped me worked on my form for handle passes.
do 500 handle passes with one of these and you don't have to think about what your body
has to do anymore...it just does it.
good luck dude!